Life on hold and how to live it ,or the doctors are killing me slowly

well ,it all began with a diagnosis of a heart disease know as arterial fibrillation,i spent a miserable 6 days in the hospital and now i am waiting for the surgery to fix the problem ,the doc said it would only take 3 or 4 months to get it done so..........................as i wait about all i can do is read and write anything else makes my heart race like i am running a marathon,and let me tell you this sucks ,big time

in the mist of it all i started having problems with my stomach that i thought were related to the heart condition ,turns out that when i finally went to the emergency room at 5 a.m. on a Saturday morning to be diagnosed with diverticulitis,that according to the 12 year old doctor it was caused by old age ,now i know i am not a spring chicken any more but i don't see 50 as all that old either 80 is old ,50 is mature ,well grounded ,dignified,my first thought at this comment was to punch that boy in the mouth ,and teach him to show a little respect for his elders ,since my husband was watching ,i decided to take my high fiber diet and go home , but i am sure i will see this young punk again and hopefully we will be alone

it has been a long while since i posted steady to this blog but as i have very little to keep my mind busy right now hopefully i will think of something to write about

my youngest daughter has streaked her hair black and the over all effect reminds me of Pepe le Pew,she has informed that i am just wrong ,ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! the things we do for fashion ,i hope she out grows this soon

my youngest who is 10 has become interested in when he will go through puberty ,and how he will know when he does

,i assured that he will know and hopefully he has a couple of more years to go yet ,i asked where he heard about puberty he said in a late night movie ,i gotta get this kid in bed earlier...................